Is that the reason you don’t want to be with me…or even see me?
The shittiest part is that if things didn’t happen the way they did with us I would have stayed. Not for you, but because I honestly believe there is something between us. You’re such an asshole because you can’t see that if you were just honest on how you feel about me I would put my whole fucking life on hold for you. I don’t know if I’m in love with you but doesn’t that mean something? I know moving to Boston is a “huge deal”. But, I’d be your girlfriend from 3,000 miles away. I would be devoted to you because that’s the type of girl I am. Is that what you’re so afraid of? That we WILL fall in love, that YOU do have feelings for me?
That shit doesn’t scare me.
Now, moving 3,000 miles away and wondering what if every single day.
That, that scares me.
